ak xteragak2 tuk mtk putus dgn dye . lam fb pon dye sggup unfriend ak . ok fine . ak dh bosan dgn smue nie . ak nk hidup single jew kalau itu yg buatkan ak rse lebih baik . mulai arinie ak dh putus ngn dye .
Sunday, November 20, 2011
November 20 , 2011
dh tibe masenye ak dftr tuk sem baru sesi Nov 11 - Mac 12 . yg hntr ak hanyela parent ak . kkak ak ad klas , adk ak lak ad study group ( SPM ) . mmg awl sgt2 ak peg arinie . ingtkn nk g jln2 pas hntr ak tp tgl ak sorg2 kat sini . nasib2 . tp sgt2 la bosan . broadband xbwk tp nsib baek wifi UiTM leh gune . skrg ak kat blik sorg2 coz org len blom sampai . aish2 , sape la roomate ak 2 org lagi 2 . sorg 2 roomate ak since part 1 lg . sem nie bru la rse jadi senior coz dh berpindah k blog senior iaitu KASA . bosan sgt2 nie tmbh pula tgh sedih . hurm . dh nsib yg krg baik kot . ak xtenang sbb ak rndukn sseorg 2 . ak btol2 nk jmpe dye . jika umur ak msih pnjg ak hrp dpt jmpe dye scr kebetulan xksah la mne2 pon . adesss . rndunye .
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Saturday, November 19, 2011
November 19 , 2011
arinie ari last ak duk dungun . yela esk smue student diploma UiTM dh kene dftr utk sem baru tmasuk la ak sndri . apa yg ak hrpkan ari last duk dungun nie ialah jumpe ngn si dye . smlm ak dh msj kat dye ckp nk jmpe arinie tp dye bls tgh hari td n mtk maaf sbb dye xlyn ak . dye ckp hbgn kami xkn kekal sbb dye pon dh xlme . seriously ak xske n sedih dye ckp cam 2 . ye , dye sakit tp ak harap dye sembuh n dpt hepi2 cam dulu2 . ak rndu sgt kat dye . then ak reply msj dye n tye dye nk suh putus kew ? n dye trus jwb dye xnk putus . knp dye xnk lpskn ak ? sbb dye sgt2 syg kat ak ( prasan kan ) . tp nie kali kedua ak tye nk mtk putus kew atau x , jwpn dye pon x . mule2 ak tye soalan 2 mse ak thu dye curang ngn ak . perghhh . brani gler dye . dh la dye kapel ngn awek dye dulu . dulu bkn men ag ckp awek dye dulu dh "mati" lam hati dye sbb awek dulu dye curang . last2 cinta dulu bertemu kembali mcm lagu Kangen Band - Kembali Pulang . mse dye curang ngn ak 2 bru 2 bln kitorang kapel . ak pilih tarikh kapel ngn dye mse bday ak spy slalu ingt . lps kes dye curang ngn ak , dye xhenti2 msj n call ak setiap ari . dye ckp slps kjadian 2 dye bru sdar yg dye btol2 syg kat ak although time 2 ak bru nk syg dye . walaupon kami putus time 2 , ak redha jew . dh la mse tgh2 final exam . mmg stress sgt2 mse 2 . mse final pon ak xleh jwb tp alhamdulillah smue lulus . ak sdr prubhn dye sblm ak thu dye curang 2 . mse ak thu 2 , dh sminggu diorg kapel . awek mane xsedih lau pkwe dye kapel ngn ex . lau ak jmpe ngn llaki len just for study dye jeles . abis 2 dye buat ak cam 2 , ak x jeles ? bkn stakat jeles tp seolah-olah dpermainkn . ak thu ak xcntik tp smue org x sempurna . ak bknnye nk bangga diri tp rmai lagi mtk kapel ngn ak tp terlekat kat dye , xthu knp . kdg2 ksian jgk kat someone yg dh tggu ak since kami form2 . tp ak lbih memilih dye sbg kwn ak . dye 2 dari ketrunan yg baik2 , alim2 . cume dye jew xbrp nk alim skit . bese la lam kluarga mest ad sorg yg bmslh . skrg ak dh kmas smue brg tuk peg esk . brt sgt hati ak nk g nie sbb xdpt jmpe dye . ak nk sgt peg umh dye sbb dye 2 sakit , bru kuar hosp . tp ak xbrani n xthu nk ajak sape . tp ak hrp dye la llaki yg akn jadi peneman ak smpai akhir hayat ku . ak slalu berdoa agar dye la jodoh ak .
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Friday, November 18, 2011
November 18 , 2011
i don't know what to say . but here I just want to say that I'm really2 sad . why my life like this ? is that no chance for me to get a little happiness ? Alhamdullillah coz Allah give me chance to live until now and give me a family although my lovely brother passed away last 2 years . my life is zero . actually i feel very disappointed with this person . r u really2 love me ? if u love me , why u make me like this ? i don't want u leave me but if u want to leave me , ok fine . u can do it but we will not be a fren . is that wrong a person that u love knowing that u are in hospital ? i just called n sent a message to u but u never gives a respond . who am i for u ? u already change . everyday i'm just waiting that u will send me a message like this " syg, jom jumpe" . i know u sick . but b4 i leave i hope i can see u .
***although u r not reading my blog , i just can release my feeling here .
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